new journal [26 Mar 2004|10:33pm] hey guys, i have made a new journal. this one is going to be somewhat friends only, so please comment either on here or on there if you would like to be added or IM me or whatever you want.  i'll be glad to add anyone who is on my friends list now.  so just let me know if you want to be added and i will add you!!!!  here it is: nox_et_lux [ 1 write them in a letter that says goodbye | think of all the times you've once had ]

[14 Feb 2004|04:39pm] hi. i just want to let everyone know that i will not be writing in this journal for a while. i guess you might have assumed that already but i just wanted to let you know in case you were expecting something. i might make a new journal but i doubt it. and i might go back to writing in this, but i'm not really sure about that either. some bad things are going on and i just don't feel like writing in here. i know you don't really care but i'm just giving you my excuse. anyway, i'll still use this for commenting and i still read my friends' journals. but i'll understand if anyone wants to take me off of their friends lists because there will be nothing to read for a while. byebye. [ 7 write them in a letter that says goodbye | think of all the times you've once had ]

[01 Jan 2004|04:58pm] [ mood | ick ] [ music | armor for sleep-all warm ] first post of the new year. big deal? i don't really care much for new years. all it does it make me look back on the last miserable year and prepare myself for another one. sometimes it seems like it could be a chance to start all over. but in reality all that changes is one little digit. not people, not situations, not me, not you. i guess you could say i'm a pessimist when it comes to new years. i have a lovely little cold, complete with sore throat, stuffy nose and slight fever. just peachy. in lighter news, my virgin ears have been pierced for the first time ever. it was a funny situation. the whole store watched with bated breath as the workers smothered my ears in purple marker in an effort to find the precise spot to puncture. as the earrings pierced my flesh, a loud gasp went throught the crowd. basically, it felt like a shot. as i quickly walked out of the store, i was showered with comments and questions such as: "did it hurt??" "good job! you were brave!" it was surely amusing. goodbyebye. [ 10 write them in a letter that says goodbye | think of all the times you've once had ]

[24 Dec 2003|01:11pm] [ mood | rushed ] hey kidsss i'll be going to my grandma's house for the next couple of days so i just wanted to say Happy Holidays to all!! :D i hope everyone has a nice X-mas, Hanukkah, Kwanzaa, etc.! <3 [ 4 write them in a letter that says goodbye | think of all the times you've once had ]

[22 Dec 2003|07:33pm] me + kiwi / december '95 love it. [ 5 write them in a letter that says goodbye | think of all the times you've once had ]

[18 Dec 2003|07:38pm] i played madlibs with ian&morgan last night ohhh the madness i am listening to the newwww lovely soco cd thanks to rondoh<3 my body has a plan set out for me that says suzanne you will get a "tension-related" headache at least once a week, almost always on tuesdays or thursdays and it will be like a migraine and you will love every minute of it and you won't complain at all. :PPPP effmeeee tomorrow is teh birfdayyy :0) [ 8 write them in a letter that says goodbye | think of all the times you've once had ]

[16 Dec 2003|09:28pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | pgmg ] it was a nice day yes indeed drivers ed is such a bore mark helped me with my bio homework and we had fun because we're crazy like that and recessive genes are just THAT exciting ahhh my house is so cooold right now i swear i had something exciting to say when i started this entry. i'm still a little confused but i think that everything is alright. or better than before, anyway. i have 20834729346 pictures that i would like to post but i just never get around to it. soon soon, i promise. goodnight my loves <3 [ 4 write them in a letter that says goodbye | think of all the times you've once had ]

[15 Dec 2003|07:34pm] [ mood | morose ] [ music | silverstein-giving up ] i bet you never knew how much this hurts i am demented your words don't make anything better three conspirators/a plot for destruction they will never understand that i hear every single word they say i expected better from certain people but they have this funny way of always letting me down ...i am not a number... it was today that i decided that being irrational was totally legitimate so from now on i will avoid you at all costs i will be vague and indirect until you realize that this is all a dream

[14 Dec 2003|02:23pm] [ music | thursday<3 ] i am happy that some coolkids now have livejournals. even though that jhiehwarqegf girl got one grrr if she ever reads mine i will soertjarewr my phone isn't working i have noooo idea why so sorry guys you can't call me i bet you're crying your fricking eyes out HAH if i have to waste one more weekend doing bio crap then someone is just going to dieee dna, rna, ariejroer? who gives a crap? i could be made out of jello for all i care. i'm here, i'm alive and that's all i need to know ok? ok. yeah i know that's stupid. haha that noose picture in my notebook makes me laugh so much as does that stupid green llama galloping and ron singing thursday/yellowcard in opera/country style. have a nice day y'all. [ 9 write them in a letter that says goodbye | think of all the times you've once had ]

[12 Dec 2003|04:38pm] [ mood | blah ] i made a very long entry and it actually had some substance to it, unlike most of my entries. but it just sort of deleted itself when i hit "update". oh well there's nothing i can do. so now you get a crappy entry because i don't feel like typing everything out again. i have some bio/english homework to do this weekend and i also want to finish alll my holiday shopping. sometimes i feel like i have to be careful about what i write and how much i write. so now that livejournals are free (yes they are FREE, which was unknown to me until today) i might make another one and make it friends only or something crazy like that. who knows. [ 6 write them in a letter that says goodbye | think of all the times you've once had ]

simply nothing, nothing simple [10 Dec 2003|03:16pm] [ mood | bothered ] [ music | arghh ] i think today was the last day of gym for the year. the rest of the week we clean out our lockers and then on to drivers ed ohhhyes ah well i will turn 16 {in 9 days} before i take the written test but soon soon soon ! :) i have had this really weird feeling all day, like i'm anticipating something...but nothing is supposed to happen...? grr it's really strange and it's really bothering me. byebye [ 4 write them in a letter that says goodbye | think of all the times you've once had ]

[09 Dec 2003|08:43pm] [ mood | nothing at all ] [ music | i, robot, will never die ] i love how some people think i'm some kind of inhuman freak and that nothing they say or do will hurt me maybe sometimes i just don't show my feelings actually i've never really been good at expressing how i feel to others but i only act like some crazy tough guy to save what's left of my self-esteem, babydoll and believe me when i say that you don't know the half of it

[06 Dec 2003|07:21pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | over and out connecticut ] it was a crazy blizzard out there, but i think it has pretty much stopped. snow has this tendency of making me remember the past and so many fun times. i will admit that i miss a lot of people and a lot of things but you can't always dwell on the past...especially when the past won't dwell on you. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ today leon and i made huge chocolate chip cookies and set the mixer on fire by accident. that's the second one we've destroyed. haha. and we soon are going to have a movie night at ron's. :D [ 4 write them in a letter that says goodbye | think of all the times you've once had ]

snowwww :) [05 Dec 2003|08:00pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | coheed/the crowing ] ( these lonely snowy evenings ) [ 2 write them in a letter that says goodbye | think of all the times you've once had ]

[03 Dec 2003|09:34pm] hey if anyone has a livejournal code for a friend of mine that would be greatly greatly appreciated!!! you can IM me on escape thedreams (aim) if you happen to have one. thanks a bunch. <3 [ 2 write them in a letter that says goodbye | think of all the times you've once had ]

[03 Dec 2003|07:17pm] [ mood | giddy ] what in the sam-hill do you think you're doing? this constant vocabulary is a real pain. fwah i am crazy don't ever get me started on subjects of society, braindead teachers, or over-competing/ A+++ or death/ over-achieving honors kids. i can go on for hours upon hours. why oh why do i go online when i have so much work to do?! ahh i do believe i have just fallen into the category of stupideffing honors kids. please shoot me. P.S. happy happy birfday rj "penguin boy" gladziewasoiuaywe!!!!!!!!! i <3 you boy! [ think of all the times you've once had ]

[02 Dec 2003|09:27pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | thursday-m. shepard ] last night was a horrible lesson in self-control. i haven't been that angry or miserable in a long, long time and i was trying to keep it that way. we're still not speaking but that's okay. i know in time she will regret her words. i'm still not feeling much better. but i'm trying to be optimistic. so let me try. today was alright. we picked new teams in volleyball (which i had managed to avoid for a week by sitting unnoticed on the bleachers) and everyone is nice so it's not so bad i guess. my school pictures suck. what else is new?? my face is a fattomato. if you don't like it kissmyass. the way home made me feel a lot better. and so did my one hour session. yeah and then blahblahblahwoiraueraoeajroer but then you're right back where you started from. [ think of all the times you've once had ]

[29 Nov 2003|12:16pm] [ mood | enthralled ] [ music | some oldschool weeeezer ] i have downloaded the free pop-up blocker from yahoo. it is an absolute god. it makes this silly little "bloop" noise when it "catches" a pop-up. i love it. Total Blocked: 39 OH. and even if you had bothered to ask me i would have said NO suckaaaa. because i have better things to do. <3 [ 2 write them in a letter that says goodbye | think of all the times you've once had ]

[27 Nov 2003|10:17am] [ mood | thankful ] Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!!!! i have made a list of things i am thankful for. the list is veerrryyyy long so i will include only a few items. ( Gracias, gracias ) it goes on and on and just gets corny from there (as if that wasn't corny enough?). but really i do think it's important to be THANKFUL on Thanksgiving along with eating like a pig (although that's a very important part [hence the name fats-getting]). :oP i can almost guarentee that some amusing pictures will come from today which i will probably post later. <3 [ 3 write them in a letter that says goodbye | think of all the times you've once had ]

[26 Nov 2003|05:47pm] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | takingbacksunday ] there is nothing fun to say except that i licked a bar of soap and my toe is a bloody mess from running into the couch and i failed that test all purely by accident, mind you. yaaayy tomorrow is fats-getting ;) [ 4 write them in a letter that says goodbye | think of all the times you've once had ]

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